I don't realize

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun don't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

一年前貼出來的版本從網絡上消失了，好像不曾存在過般。一年過後，再問一句"Do you realize?"，實在有種自我折磨的味道。喜歡realize這個字，特別因為它有其中兩重意思：領會，和實現。無法好好領會、透徹理解，則一切事情都沒法real-ize，成真、實現。談成真、實現，自知還是奢侈。現在要的是，逐少逐少領會一些長久不願接受的狀態。才繼續上路。對，世界在轉，帶來幻象。

(from google dictionary)
realize; -ise /ˈriːəlaɪz/ DJ /'riəˈlaɪz/ KK /ˈrɪəl-/ DJ British English
verb
1. to understand or become aware of a particular fact or situation 理解；領會；認識到；意識到

2. to achieve sth important that you very much want to do 實現；將…變為現實 VN